Hi guys,
Another week in acjc came and went like a breeze. Many things took place, some of which will forever leave a deep scar in me. Yes, that is how bad things have turned in acjc due to just one audition.
Like what I told every one that I wanted to join the guitar ensemble, I really went for the audition on Wednesday. About 70 people went to the audition. We were held in the waiting room where we waited for our turn to be interviewed. After two hours, it was finally my turn to be interviewed. I was unlucky enough to be interviewed by the vice-president, she was accompanied by another J2 senior who was much cuter.
The audition consisted of mainly two parts, oral test and personality test and here it goes:
Vice president: now i will play two notes, you will tell me which is of higher pitch.
I could not really catch what she was saying as there were at least 5 other interviews going on in the room so I asked the question again.
Me: so u want me to tell you which note you played was of higher semitone?
Vice-president:(stunned)
She gave me a look as though she did not know what is a "semitone"
Vice-president: Just tell me which is of higher pitch.
By now she had already start to express her dissatisfaction.
She then kept playing the first note for many times.
Feeling very agitated, I questioned- Sorry but arh, may I know if you are still on the first note?
By now I could tell that she had had enough of me, she passed the guitar to the j2 senior who was much cuter and asked her to continue the test.
The cuter senior then completed the test with me and started with the personality test based on my interview form.
cuter girl- So you have a music background then you should be able to read notes very quickly.
Me- Yes, it should not be a problem for me.
There is this question on the form which asked you to rate your interest in this cca from 1-10 and i gave it a 8.
cuter girl- May i know why you put 8, such an interesting number unlike others?
I wanted to humour her and made the atmosphere more relaxing so I said- Hmmm I guess its due to chinese supersitition.
the cuter girl initially did not get my joke however when she did, she gave a sweet laughter while the vice-president glared at me with the biggest and angriest eyes I have ever seen, even bigger than my sec4 PE teacher(you know who).
cuter girl- ahaha.......ok I guess thats the end of the interview we will call you if you are selected.
As you all know by now, I did not make it. I was the only one who did not make it among all my friends who went to the interview( not to mention, there were many of them). Just because I offended someone with power in the cca, I was stamped with the word failure. I was crushed by this girl/woman. She took away my dreams of learning the guitar. To make matters worse, she left me in a junction where I have no idea which route take. I had made plans of joining the guitar ensemble even before getting into acjc. Many a times when I was typing this post I had the utmost urge of using every cruel word in my dictionary to describe the vice-president.
It was indeed a immense price to be paid just to learnt this lesson. Like it or not, there will always be people in this world that are more powerful and control your destiny the only thing you can do is to change your destiny if you do not wish to suffer such a fate. Well I definitely will not bow down to this wretchful fate of mine and to all you all out there who is going through the same thing as I, I wish you all the best and may you succeed in changing your fate.