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Hi peps!!!


Its been a long while since I last blogged and under mass demand(well only shu yi) I have decided to drag my fingers to the keyboard and let them dance lazily on it. Yes, life has been fair to me, god has been fair to me. I got my wish of entering a JC whereby I will have endless amount of chio bus to see. However I have only adopted a see see, look look attitude. That's the only thing that has been keeping me in school ever since it started. I go through school everyday as though I am in a monastry. Yes, school has been this boring for me. I just find it difficult to open up to new friends and to a new environment. I terribly miss my buddies at the back( sai, val,jessie). We did not give a shit about boring lessons and we would usually joke through them. Now, when I joke in my new class, I am treated by others like a clown from outer space who has lost his mind and whose sole purpose is to entertain only himself. Please man, I put in so much effort just to make everybody's day fun the least they could do was to show their disgust(LOL). For godsake, these people could not be bothered to even show their disgust. At least val or sai would turn back to me and said that I was lame. Perhaps I am being too attached to the things and people around me, so much so to a point that I would be at the verge of losing my mind should they be abruptly taken away from my life. Well, life has to go on.